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product of my time
01:40
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[lyrics]
when will my clothes stop being prettier than me
when will my train of thought stop drifting towards entropy
my voice doesnt go as low as id like
my voice doesnt go as as high as id like it to
watching projared review hydlide for the 17th time
feel like a product of my time, a waste of my time
when will i finally feel comfortable outsite
im making memories that im sure all will die
i feel the pinch of everyones eyes
poking and prodding at my mind
i feel the years all passing me by for the 20th time
i feel like a product of my time, a waste of my time
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sick of it
01:25
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[lyrics]
im sick of tryin all my life, i think of dyin all the time
im sick of cryin all my life, i think of tryin all the time
im sick of dyin all the time, i think of cryin all the time
im sick of wasting my whole life, i think ill pay it no mind
i dont know what the world has in store for me
im kinda terrified of all the horrifying possibilities, oh
i wish the world didnt have the feel this way but i dont have much say in this,
i wish i didnt see the world like this
im sick of tryin all my life, i think of dyin all the time
im sick of cryin all my life, i think of tryin all the time
im sick of dyin all the time, i think of cryin all the time
im sick of wasting my whole life, i think ill pay it no mind
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im trying my best
01:35
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[lyrics]
i dont know why i hate you
im going to tear your insides out
im trying to improve myself
im trying my best, im trying my best
i dont know why i hate you
ill take a bite out of your chest
im trying to not hate myself
im trying my best, im trying my best
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4. |
i will fall
01:42
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[lyrics]
i feel your putrid cancer growing deep under my skin
so i will try and cut it out so it may never grow again
and i dont like these false dichotomies, a new path i shall pave
and when you finally reach the end ill watch you crumble at my grave
and i will fall
and i will rise again
and you will fall
and i will rise
theres nothing in this world that makes anything seem to clear
as though the cosmos all around us poisons all that could come near
like a miasma from above that drifts onto the ground beow
siphoning every bit of knowledge anyone could ever know
and i will fall (ooo)
and i will rise again
and you will fall (ooo)
so i may rise again
and i will fall (ooo)
and i will rise again
and you will fall (ooo)
so i may rise again
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ill be reborn
01:50
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[lyrics]
my thoughts are hard to organize
i get so scared when i look into my eyes
i feel like crying, i want to die
and be reborn as something so much better than whatever i was before
sew up my mouth, sew up my eyes
plug my ears and pull my insides out
fill me up with plastic lies
put me in a box and send me down
ill meet the god that bore my skin
ill ask him if there is a better way
he'll laugh at me again and again
and tell me "here im doomed to stay"
its here im doomed to stay
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6. |
out to lunch
01:32
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[lyrics]
the suite life just aint something for me
i feel like everyones got something they wanna see in me
i dont mind the way you look at me at night
(x2)
life is too short to care too much
how bout we all go out for lunch?
promise to pay for all of us
i hope that it can be enough
lets all be happy for a little while
i just want to see all of you smile
lets all be happy for a little while
i just want you to see you smile
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of boys and naked ladies
01:50
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[lyrics]
i see a boy walking down the street
red backpack bouncing off his back and nikes on his feet
a pullup sweatshirt and hair just past his ears
he started writing all of his own songs just last year
i see a naked lady trying to dance
though you might not be one to tell from a first glance
she hurt some people that she loved pretty bad
but on top of her job and all she has no time to be sad
and the lady, oh she says to the boy whos just passing by
"please try to remember that its really okay to cry
it releases tons of chemicals that make you feel good inside so
maybe you could just give it a try?"
and the boy just says "okay then," and "goodbye"
i see a boy walking down the street
red backpack bouncing off his back and nikes on his feet
a pullup sweatshirt and hair just past his ears
he started writing all of his own songs just last year
she started writing all of her own songs just last year
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[lyrics]
when i kill myself ill write a song about it
and no one that i know will understand the words
i will wait for you at the midpoint of the river
on the bridge between our houses
on the bridge i nearly made you vomit
on the bridge we've walked a hundred-million times before
on the bridge i almost got ran over on
on the bridge between our houses
the ferryman will pass under the bridge
and we will dump all that we have into the water
it doesn't matter who we are or where we've been, oh
long as we hold onto eachother
long as we cling onto eachother, oh
on the bridge between our houses
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oh, you
02:09
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[lyrics]
i feel like everyone is doomed, to an end
it would be nice if you just let me pretend
when things go dark and the moon begins to rise
i hope you'll still be there after i close my eyes
oh, you
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ropes and ties
01:26
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[lyrics]
i promise you ill disappoint you in the end
i hope that we can still be friends after all this, but we probably wont
youll tie my ropes, ill cut my ties
please try not to act too surprised
dont say i didnt try to warn you cause i did
sorry i had to make this so damn complicated
i wish that we could go back to when we were kids
you cut my ropes, i slashed your binds
ill tie your ropes, youll cut your ties
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sing for you
01:31
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[lyrics]
i know you dont like the songs i sing
i try to keep it quiet like the time before the birds come home in spring
i used to like having an audience to tell my woes to
but lately all ive really wanted was to sing for you
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the end of our lives
01:59
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[lyrics]
we're not afraid to be alone
i think the world looks better out the window
sandpaper tongues across my cheek
spiderwasps and beetles in the creek
when the sun starts to go down
you know where i can be found
when the sun starts to go down, go down, go down
you know where i can be found
i dont quite know where we will be
at the end of our lives
but i will always love you dearly
till the end of time
till the end of our lives,
to the end of our lives
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13. |
who i am
01:37
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[lyrics]
i understand if you feel responsible
feel ive been tainted by the evils of the world
i understand if you feel lost and so along
i think i would understand more than most
i loved you once but now youre all alone,
i love you once but now youre all alone
im sorry this is how i turned out to be
i understand if you dont feel any sympathy, sympathy
i dont want you to understand, no no no
but this is who i am
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